I am so obsessed with being grown-up. I dislike being grown-up. Being grown-up not only makes me boring, but it makes me rude. I get frustrated with people for not being as grown-up and boring as me. It keeps me from doing what I really love. I am too afraid to chase my dreams because "it's not what a grown-up would do." That's stupid. I want to stay in my 20-year-old self's mind forever. Anything was possible. Nothing was out of reach.
I want to have a job that allows me to be creative. I want to be an artist of some kind, spending my time being creative. Making things with my hands that are beautiful. Learning new things. Taking on new crafts. I don't want to be stuck in a stuffy office or any other stuffy place. I don't want to stay inside all day. I want to enjoy life in a way that allows me to flourish in the gifts I have been given.
I know that there are things that I dream of doing that seem so far off. They aren't. I can do them. I am determined to take some chances. I would rather take a risk and fail, than fail to take a risk.