The Lord leads me in ways you may not understand.
My Father asks me to please Him. He asks me to make Him smile.
I want to make Him smile, even if that means I can't make you smile too.
I will never be all that you want to me be.
I may not live up to all the expectations you have of me.
But I will run hard after God's plan for my life.
Its greater than my own.
And it is greater than yours.
I love you, and I wish I could make you smile too, but I hope that eventually a smile will come when you see that I am doing just what the Lord has led me to do.